Pleasure turns to the pain, lessons learned from the strain , questions burned in my brain
About wheter love is humane in its touch.
These thoughts are like salmon swimming upstream in the tears of your deceit.
Fighting the current hurt that kills more than is created by the chaos of our intertwined emotions.
Chaotic because the anchor of eros’ arrow has been plucked from the vessel of my undying infatuation.
Seperation not as simple as the distance between us.
Mind no longer possessed by the demons that have been the overseers of my enslavement to your lies.
The seeds of these lies rooted so deeply they have cracked the foundation of what we once shared.
Allowing the faith in us I had sealed inside, to gush out like a river, ripping the image of our future together from my thoughts as violently and as brutally as if it were a child being taken from its mothers’ arms.
I’m left surronded in darkness, but I refuse to be swallowed by it.
My loneliness like the night air, invisible to the eye,obvious to the touch.
It is cold uncomfortable ness.
Yet if i could do it all over again, I’d do it in the same skin I’m in.
To lay down and let love die?
To stay down and let love lie?
Nah, nah, not I -
I’d stay around and let love fly.
Even though I have seen its darkest form deceit,
Nothing else could taste this warm, or feel this sweet.

~ Big Rube (via gorgeou-ss)

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Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times. Once you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more.

Once you must fall in love with someone you believe to be perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as any less than you deserve. And once you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be.And when you’re through with all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that you needed the most.

But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each person that experiences it. And you will learn to respect each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.

~ Unknown (via bl4ckhippie)

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Jeen Na - Rough Skin; Paper Thin (2012)

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Rihanna
Pour It up

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