“Pleasure turns to the pain, lessons learned from the strain , questions burned in my brain
About wheter love is humane in its touch.
These thoughts are like salmon swimming upstream in the tears of your deceit.
Fighting the current hurt that kills more than is created by the chaos of our intertwined emotions.
Chaotic because the anchor of eros’ arrow has been plucked from the vessel of my undying infatuation.
Seperation not as simple as the distance between us.
Mind no longer possessed by the demons that have been the overseers of my enslavement to your lies.
The seeds of these lies rooted so deeply they have cracked the foundation of what we once shared.
Allowing the faith in us I had sealed inside, to gush out like a river, ripping the image of our future together from my thoughts as violently and as brutally as if it were a child being taken from its mothers’ arms.
I’m left surronded in darkness, but I refuse to be swallowed by it.
My loneliness like the night air, invisible to the eye,obvious to the touch.
It is cold uncomfortable ness.
Yet if i could do it all over again, I’d do it in the same skin I’m in.
To lay down and let love die?
To stay down and let love lie?
Nah, nah, not I -
I’d stay around and let love fly.
Even though I have seen its darkest form deceit,
Nothing else could taste this warm, or feel this sweet.”— Big Rube (via gorgeou-ss)
Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times. Once you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more.
Once you must fall in love with someone you believe to be perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as any less than you deserve. And once you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be.And when you’re through with all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that you needed the most.
But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each person that experiences it. And you will learn to respect each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.
““Through my love for you, I want to express my love for the whole cosmos, the whole of humanity, and all beings. By living with you, I want to learn to love everyone and all species. If I succeed in loving you, I will be able to love everyone and all species on Earth… This is the real message of love.”
― Thich Nhat Hanh, Teachings on Love”—
“Acceptance of your essence. You are divine. You are divine love, divine wisdom and knowledge, divine experience and divine consciousness. This is who and what you are. Human words cannot express your true essence, but you will know when you feel it.”—Inelia Benz
…one day he came up to her and said he fell in love ..she asked with who .. he spoke and said with you ..then he took it back and said i fell in love with your mind … so divine and intricate …yet very fragile…he told himself she doesn’t think like others and probably never will…. it wasn’t the feel of her breast that he wanted to caress..it was that thing in her chest that he wanted to own. not to bone but to love and cherish.. to bury her worries inside his hand that lead her to sanity. he said he would never speak profanity when she was around…he said there would never be a day she was down..down on his knees he prayed every night for her to love him the way he loved her mind …. because what she didn’t see he drew out so fine..
his masterpiece in which god created.. an infatuation that would never go out dated .. a goal in which he would say i made it ..
not to the task of unbuckling of her pants but to be walking with theirback towards the alter holding hands..